Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Life in the fast lane
So life is finally picking up. I'm trying to stay positive and busy!I'm back in action on the intrawebs so I will hopefully post more often!
Friday, April 8, 2011
Thank God Im free at last
I won't let you down I will not give you up Gotta have some faith in the sound It's the one good thing that I've got I won't let you down So please don't give me up Because I would really, really love to stickaround Heaven knows I was just a young boy Didn't know what I wanted to be I was every little hungry schoolgirl's pride and joy And I guess it was enough for me To win the race? A prettier face! Brand new clothes and a big fat place On your rock and roll TV But today the way I play the game is not the same No way Think I'm gonna get me some happy I think there's something you should know I think it's time I told you so There's something deep inside of me There's someone else I've got to be Take back your picture in a frame Take back your singing in the rain I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don't belong to you And you don't belong to me Freedom You've gotta give for what you take Freedom You've gotta give for what you take Heaven knows we sure had some fun boy What a kick just a buddy and me We had every big shot good-time band on the run boy We were living in a fantasy We won the race Got out of the place I went back home got a brand new face For the boys on MTV But today the way I play the game has got to change Oh yeah Now I'm gonna get myself happy I think there's something you should know I think it's time I stopped the show There's something deep inside of me There's someone I forgot to be Take back your picture in a frame Don't think that I'll be back again I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don't belong to you And you don't belong to me Freedom You've gotta give for what you take Freedom You've gotta give for what you take Well it looks like the roadto heaven But it feels like the roadto hell When I knew which side my bread was buttered I took the knife as well Posing for another picture Everybody's got to sell But when you shake your ass They notice fast And some mistakes were built to last That's what you get I say that's what you get That's what you get for changing your mind And after all this time I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes Do not make the man I'll hold on to my freedom May not be what you want from me Just the way it's got to be Lose the face now I've got to live FREEEEEEEEEEEDOMMMMM
Thank fucking God
Friday, March 4, 2011
Well hell's bells
I just want to declare I have the worst luck. Our phones got turned off Tuesday and on that same day I got two call backs for interviews. When I need the phone on, its not on but when I just want the internet its on. And Adam doesn't see this as important... Um ok I need a job to pay our bills, how is this not important? And our rent which is now two months past due as of the 6th. Just ducky... And everyone wonders why I am negative. To protect myself. Because I have been thinking all positive and crap hoping for a job, for a break, for someone to finally be nice to me, I am more upset now. Do I never get a break?
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Oprah's No Phone Zone Pledge - Oprah.com
http://www.oprah.com/questionaire/ipledge.html?id=4
Sign the pledge!!!! Don't text and drive!!! I already signed!
Friday, February 4, 2011
A butterfly story
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.
So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.
Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.
What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were Life's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. Remember nature needs no help, just no interference. There are processes of life, things we all go through. The struggles are a part of our journey and are preparing us for what awaits. They are preparing us to fly.
-unknown
So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.
Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.
What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were Life's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. Remember nature needs no help, just no interference. There are processes of life, things we all go through. The struggles are a part of our journey and are preparing us for what awaits. They are preparing us to fly.
-unknown
Only you...
Only You
Whatever may happen, by accident or plan;
Whether by nature or whether by man;
No matter how terrible you feel you've been hit
Look for the seed of a much greater benefit.
With every adversity, failure, and heartache;
With more bad news than you think you can take;
And all seems lost with nowhere to turn;
Take a deep breath, look, listen and learn.
Recovery and success are out there to find.
Believe in yourself and have a clear mind.
Stand up and stand tall and know that you will,
With courage and faith, conquer that hill.
Be sure of yourself and know you won't fail.
Leave the doubters behind as you blaze your own trail.
Only you know what it is that you need.
Only you can decide if you fail or succeed.
(An original Poem by Mel Kaye)
Whatever may happen, by accident or plan;
Whether by nature or whether by man;
No matter how terrible you feel you've been hit
Look for the seed of a much greater benefit.
With every adversity, failure, and heartache;
With more bad news than you think you can take;
And all seems lost with nowhere to turn;
Take a deep breath, look, listen and learn.
Recovery and success are out there to find.
Believe in yourself and have a clear mind.
Stand up and stand tall and know that you will,
With courage and faith, conquer that hill.
Be sure of yourself and know you won't fail.
Leave the doubters behind as you blaze your own trail.
Only you know what it is that you need.
Only you can decide if you fail or succeed.
(An original Poem by Mel Kaye)
Saturday, January 29, 2011
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Thursday, January 6, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Who was your first crush?
Brandon House I think or his best fr iend Brandon whose last name I can't remember OR my best friends Wayne and Adam King. When I was 5-6 and under lol so I'm not suuuure.
How would you describe your personality?
500 words or less right? Lol um I'm a moody, negative, cranky bitch who likes to cuss and be left alone. I can be nice and happy and all that but I'd just as well be by myself and quiet. Depression is a bitch.
do u have АSК.FM account? i love it, its like formspring but smth new. i would follow you there. ;)
Ask.fm? Never heard of it...
Friday, December 31, 2010
2010..... Come on 2011!!!
Last year I did a whole long post for the upcoming 2010... So not doing that this year.
2010 was a blah blah, horrid, ok year. I'm hoping for the best in the upcoming year. Just like everyone else does. Hoping for the best, trying to be positive but knowing in the back of my mind it'll be a clusterfuck as usual. lol
I love my family and friends!!
Happy New Year!!! 2011 should be a better year!!! <3
Sunday, December 26, 2010
100th post!
So did everyone have a good Christmas? Stuff themselves fat? Get everything they want?
Not I said the blind man....
Not I said the blind man....
Wow 100th post. That's like virgin territory compared to other blogs.
Trying to use menstration calendar apps on my phone that I put passwords on to track my periods and estimate when I'm fertile. Need to find foods, vitamins, etc that help boost fertility and sperm count. Anyone have any suggestions?
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